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[Mar. 14th, 2006|09:14 pm] |
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I LOVE ADELINE WISERNIG! |
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| check it out! |
[Feb. 17th, 2006|10:37 am] |
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| | The Brandon Reinking Boredom-Born To Chop | ] |
www.myspace.com/btarebels |
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| Wow |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|08:14 pm] |
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| | The Specials-Maggie's Farm | ] |
Boy do i have some good news!! Too bad i dont care enough to write it. Basically Jolly Rodgers are making a name for themselves already. Within the second show weve played, we got to play and encore!!! But only cuz the owner of the place loved us. All the kids in the crowd were lame emo kids who didnt like "blowing trumpets" hahhahahahaaha, silly fools. So weve got a few more shows lined up now. Dont know details yet though. The Johnny Republic show on friday was actually really good! I was surprised. I really liked it. Well...thats all i care to write. C ya i guess? |
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| if and when we rise again, well be on our own. |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|10:42 pm] |
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Oh my gosh. Im just randomly so incredibly happy all the time. Except for when i see that sac of life with a name who shall remain unspoken *coughashleylucerocough* But even still, its not like i get all gay and stuff. Just memories of what was...but oh well. Who cares anymore right? Hah. I love it. Random happiness=more fun in life. I dont even know what i did over the long weekend. But i know i have fun. Hung out with Shawn mostly. It was sweet. Played wall ball at like midnight at the middle school, against the annex. Woot. *hand motion* Well, life is still full of band practice. Jolly Rodgers has their set list down for the next two shows, and we are pretty solid. Just the one song, i think called Pawn Shytel (dont ask), needs to be worked on just a tad, and the new new new song, a wookies lullaby, i believe needs to get worked out so it will be more smooth. But its all good. I love it. Jolly Rodgers is like God compared to Johnny Republic. Adam always makes his derogatory comments toward Jolly Rodgers saying "HACH (adams laugh) theres already a sweet ska band called Jolly Rodgers" except we spell it so retardedly cuz its actually spelled Jolly Rogers, and we knew that, even though, personally i think its a lame name. And hes also said quite a few times "It would suck if Jolly Rodgers got better than us" even though we already are. And "Jolly Rodgers is hardly a band, youve only been together for 3 months" Time together doesnt mean crap when theres a band with people who are actually talented. HAAHAHAHAHHAA. Johnny Republic has no talent at all. Where as in Jolly Rodgers everyone is so good, except im like....the worst at guitar. Hah. One thing i dont like though....is John is like taking my spot in actually making the songs. I have like three songs that i made, but we never work on them, cuz John has another one that he wants to finish first. Oh well....we'll get around to it eventually i guess. Whatever. Hah. Well.....
Friday=Johnny Republic at The Little Red Schoolhouse in berea at 7 o clock. 6 Dollars. I have a surprise for you if you go ;).
Saturday=Jolly Rodgers at the Red Parrot Cafe in cleveland at 7. 7 dollars. Sorry..no surprise there, but better music.
Tuesday Jan. 31st=Jolly Rodgers at the Odeon with THE TOASTERS!!!!!! 7 o clock. 12 dollars. |
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| hey |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|06:54 pm] |
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| | Primus-Over The Falls | ] |
haha, wow im so bored, its annoying. All my life consists of anymore is band practices of some sort. Mondays and Thursdays=Jolly Rodgers Practice, usually Tuesdays i have practice for Johnny Republic, and occasionally on Friday or Saturday. I havepractice for the praise team on wednesdays, and its prolly gonna start goin twice a week now. Prolly on saturdays or something. Fridays and Saturday nights are the only days that i have time to do something. Its really kinda anoying, but i still find myself at homeon the weekends doin nothing or something like that. Last week i at least hung out with Shawn and some others.
I got new gloves! Only the fingers are too small so it pulls the rest of it up, and it feels weird. And on one pair i already have a hole in it. :-/. Oh well. Hah.
Jan 20-Playing at the pasta dinner for something at school, with the
Jolly Rodgers. Then quickly going to Adams, then off to the
Little Red School House for Johnny Republics show there.
Jan 21-Jolly Rodgers at the Red Parrot Cafe $7d
Jan 31-Jolly Rodgers at the Odeon with the Toasters $12
So yea, as you can see, got a lot of band stuff goin on. My only friends as of now are Shawn, Ryan, Tony, and Bobby. Im fine with that though, i at least hang out with them when i have the time in between practices and stuff. I like hangin out with otherpeople too though, but never do when i have time. Oh well, i guess it doesnt matter anyway.
Im doing terrible in school. I might as well just give up for the rest of the quarter, its only a few more days til its over. So whatever. Im prolly gonna be grounded. Its really going to suck.
Im done now i guess?
What a waste of time. Oh well, im super bored. Id prolly end up talkin to myself if i didnt type this out, even thugh ill still prolly talk in my head about it along with other many thoughts. I think ive lost it....c ya? |
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| god, so bored |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|01:19 am] |
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| | Catch 22-Giving Up Giving In | ] |
Oh my god dude. Im so bored right now. Ive been asleep since about noon, and its now 1:19 am.....thats quite a while, even for me. I had a dream that Ashley was leaving for texas, and instead of being happy, like i thought i would be, it made me sad, and i woke up, and thought about it, and i really would be sad if she left. But also in the dream, she had like a list of whatever of her friends, and how they made it fun being here....and i wasnt one of the people mentioned. Hahahaha. What a lame dream. I used to have dreams that would make me happy involving her....now all my dreams with her in it are all about how she hates me, or about how i basically lost her, or whatever. Its really freaking annoying. But at least its not as often as they used to be. I just wish we could be friends still, but oh well, ill get over it eventually. Yea, other than that, nothing new really. Hannyeelib at church was pretty fun. Basically just played ping pong the whole time, but it was sweet. Ryan liked it, i dont know if Bobby did or not. New years i just stayed at Bobbys house and watched anime movies. I usually dont like anime at all, but these movies were all so good, except the cat returns. Haha. They were all made by this Miyazaki character, who apparantly makes like the best anime. I dont know, they were all so good though. I prolly just liked them cuz im a sucker for love stories...which they all were. Haha. I didnt sleep last night, i walked home at like 7:15 from Bobbys, then had to go to church, and came home and slept all freaking day. I should gotten up like half way through the day so i coudl fall asleep tonight. Oh well. Maybe ill read a book or something? Haha, that may put me to sleep. Im out i guess? Bye? |
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| ok... |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|12:50 am] |
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ok so....break has still been pretty skawesome, but i cant help but feel like shit right now. i feel like im such a burden to my friends. i dont give them the respect or the care they deserve. i dont know man, im such a jerk to people. haha, i told ashley tonight that i hoped she died, and went back to texas. maybe i dont hope she dies, thats a little extreme, but i really do wish shed end up in fucking texas. i seriously cant stand anything about her anymore. i hate it so much, i lost like the girl who i was so close to, and was one of my best friends, and whom i basically loved. I dont understand how evertying about her just changed...her whole attitude, and personality, and feelings toward everything just changed, seemingly all overnight. i hate how people change so suddenly. it may be gradual at first, then they just jump forward and are completely different the next day. sure ive changed a lot through my life, but ive never changed too drastically. the things i laugh at are still the same, the way i think is relatively the same, the things i care about are relatively the same, the way i dress, the way i act, its all still the same. i know im really nothing special, but at least i wont suddenly change and just up and forget about anything that meant anything to me. change isnt always a bad thing, but more often that naught, from my experience at least (which isnt really much, just 16 years of life, where only really 5 of them i consider 'experience') peoples changes have been for the worse. maybe its just because me and my friends are all just teenagers and are just going trhough life as a typical kid, and going through changes and what not, but it doesnt have to ruin everything. im pretty much set in my ways as a person, its going to be really hard for me to change. i dont want to change who i am, i like myself, but what good is that if i cant connect with anyone? i cant actually have a close relationship with anyone and have it actually last. with my friends, it will eventually die down, usually just because its hard to hang out, or something happens where we start to just talk less or whatever, but whatever it is, its never long lived. relationships with dating is not too much of a different story. except its usually apparantly im not worth anything to anyone else. seriously though, why am i so worthless to people? i like who i am, i mean, sure i can be a jerk sometimes, but everyone is, and i rarely mean it, im almost always kidding about anything i say. i guess i just think about thigns too much, and cant exactly control my emotions too well, and blow everything up. thats the only thing id really like to change about myself...just get rid of my insanely rediculous emotions. as hannah put it tonight, im like a moody liitle girl. i can be so freaking happy, and two seconds later just be so sad, just cuz ill think of something that has happened, or that i did.
i just think differently from most of the people here. ive noticed it a lot more lately than i have in the past. just the thought process people go through seems to be different than what i would do, and i dont know if thats just something that comes natural or if its from the way i was brought up. compared to a lot of people i know, my life is rather....different, my background at least. both of my parents are very intelligent, and they have raised me the best that they know, but when i see my friends parents, they are just so different than mine. this could be partially due to the whole religious aspect, but i dont know, who knows? i dont even know what im trying to spit out right now.
i just want someone who truly understands how i feel or how i think, even though i cant put it into words most of the time. i really hate how i can be right now, and how people see me. i just want this all to be over with, and i want to be happy again....
well bye i guess....i know absolutely nobody is going to read this anyway, oh well, hahahahah. |
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| YEA!! |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|10:57 am] |
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So far break has been rather amazing. I started it off by stayin at tony/bobbys. it was sweet dood. Yesterday we went to the mall and picked up chicks dood. It was totally sweet. There was a make-up bobobo party at shawns...we went there, but as soon as i got there i wanted to leave. I kinda felt bad, cuz i wanted to be at the bobobo party...but there was a certain couple of kids there that just sicken me when i see them, so tony took me home, but before we went home, he stopped at speedway, then home. Hah. Like right after i got home, the lovely Hannah called, and wanted to han gout. So her and Melanie came, and we went to the park, and chilled for a while. It was cool. Its been months since ive seen Hannah, or Melanie, hahahaha. I miss 'em. Melanie just took me home out of nowhere and cut short the already short time we had, so that was lame. Hannah is still my true love, hahah. Shes seriously one of my best friends though. We dont really talk or hang out as much as we used to, and i blame kyle for that, haha. But shes like the only girl ive actually been friends with, and stayed friends with for.....basically the entire time ive lived here. Its crazy. Most other girls, and guys too, usually are friends with me for a short time, and are like "yea i love this kid" then like a little while later they just kinda get sick of me i guess, i dont know, and thus ends the friendship. haha. Tony and Bobby are really the only guys ive stayved with for so long. I met Tony and Bobby like 4 days after i moved here, and im still friends with them. I love them both, they are so cool. Hannah i met prolly a year or so after i moved here, and im still friends with her, hah. Our love is truly true. Yea....
Woot, band practice for both bands today. :). Bye. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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You know, i wish i never would have gotten involved with her. Its not even like i have enough good times to say i liked it. I would gladly give away all that happened if we could only be friends again. Oh well. I suppose i never really meant anything to you. Just there to simple be there cuz you couldnt have who you really wanted. Oh well. Im such a fool for falling so hard for you. I hope youre happy. Hahaha.
Wow thats about the most gay thing thats ever come out of my head. It makes it sound like im so freaking depressed. Im really not. I am really sad about my whole everythign with Ashley. She just doesnt even care about me, she just ignores me now, pretends im not there, and apparantly "gave up" cuz "its not going to work" when all i ask is to just be my god damn friend. But apparantly she cant even be that. Oh well. I still get to be at her house every monday and thursday for jolly rodgers and annoy the hell out of her with my terrible guitar playing. HAAHAHAAHAHA....ohhh, the payback is so sweet. Haha. Oh well....ill never be able to forget about you though :-/.
Anyway, practice today was sweet. Almost finished a new song. Prolly fnish it thursday. Tomorrow is the last day of school before winter break. Im excited.
Jolly Rodgers @ the Odeon January 31st with The Toasters!! 12 dollars for tickets. You should definately go check it out, and support us. It would be sweet.
For tickets talk to me or one of the other band members.
So...Catch 22-Alone in the crowd has a really good brass section. They are really good on that cd, not up to par with keasbey nights, but not bad yet, but after that they go downhill dramatically. Oh well, sucks for them. :).
I decided i was going to listen to all the music on my media player straight through. So far its been about 2 and a half hours since i started....and it doesnt tell me how much music i have, it just has a huge list of everything.....my guess is about another 30 hours or so. Prolly actually a lot more than that. We'll see though. :)
Oh yea, tell your friends about the show!! |
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| ho ho ho and away we go |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|08:38 pm] |
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Well, i had a rather swell weekend. Friday definately kicked major anus. After school i came home and Ryan Beyer was with me, obviously, and we chilled at my house for a bit, then Bobby came to get me to take me to Adams for the show. We got there, and unloaded all the stuff, and had a lot of time to just sit around. Bobby, Tony, and I were all really hungry. So we ordered some pizza and had Pat Halleen go pick it up for us. Haha. Hes a good trumpet player. The bands that played with us were....good and not so good. I really like the punk band that i cant think of their name, and Free Sample Tuesdays. They were sweet. After we played, i had like 47098209 people tell me i was a beast at bass or something along those lines. While we were playing one of the songs, there were all these people doin the little solo fingers to me. I felt like i was so good at bass. I was prolly the best bassist there, but thats not sayin much, most of the other bassists sucked really badly. Hahahaha. It was so fun though. We played so well for only having one practice and for having three new members of the band. Man, im kinda sad i ever quit Johnny Republic, but if i didnt, Jolly Rodgers prolly never would have started, and i really like that band. The music is more close to the kind of music i wanna play than Johnny Republic is. I have a feeling Johnny Republic is gonna turn a little more to the punk side, which isnt a problem with me, i like the music and all, but punk bass lines are just so boring, and its hard to get a good bass line to punk ish music. Ill hopefully be able to do it, if it turns out to be that way. Hopefully not though.
I really like playing guitar for Jolly Rodgers too. That entire band is just much more musically sound than Johnny Republic. Its so much fun too. I love the horn parts, but we need a trombone player really bad.
Im so happy, i found like 15 classical cds. Gah, classical music is so amazing.
I found a video of Victor Wooten and this Steve Baily guy. They are so good at bass. They had like a little instructional video. Its sweet. Haha. I need a 5-string so bad.
If i dont end up with a career in music for my future, i dont know what im going to do with myself. haha.
C ya. :)
on a side note, im finally getting over Ashley :-D....and, its quite possible im starting to like someone else, and its totally unexpected. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Oh well. |
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| gawd |
[Dec. 13th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
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i know the person this is really addressed to isnt gonna read this most likely....
i really miss so much man. i miss how we used to be able to talk about the most random things for just so long. i miss becoming happy from just seeing you, or someone mentioning your name, ya know, haha, or seeing you smile when you looked up at me. i used to make you happy, now im basically nothing. it really hurts knowing that someone who was once so close to you hardly cares about you anymore. ever since all this crap started happening, i just have been so lethargic most of the time, and rarely happy when im alone. im just too alone when im alone, haha. it used to be, whenever i was alone, i knew there was at least someone i could call, or maybe get online and talk to if i really needed to. now i have nothing. ive lost touch with my friends who used to be close before, and now ive lost everyone who was really close to me. and theres really no one to blame other than myself. its really gay. i hate being at fault for everything. ive also been a lot more angry lately. i dont care about too many things, and people annoy me really easily. ive been getting angry at people for basically no reason at all, and i cant control how im feeling. one minute ill be so happy, then two seconds later ill feel like just going home and sleeping, or being elsewhere. i dont know why though, cuz being alone only makes me feel worse. but being asleep....thats where im the happiest, usually.
yea....a complete waste of time, but its just what im feeling right now, so whatever.
also, if ive been mean to anyone, im really sorry, i just have a short fuse, or...none at all lately. ive also been a bit more withdrawn, havent really been as sociable as usual. its not good.
oh well. c ya. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|09:55 pm] |
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its been a good few days or whatever. i dont even know what happened since i last updated. who really cares that much? Nobody even reads this thing anymore. Hah. Im wasting my time right now, but whatev, im so bored. The last like week or so, ive been playing bass SO FREAKING MUCH. Slapping like a mad man. Its been a while since ive played, so my calouses got all soft and what not...so i have to endure the pain of the blisters again...and its taking forever to heal, cuz i keep on playing and keep on playing....its prolly not too good but whatever. I discovered last night i can play really freaking fast. So yesterday i just wat around for like an hour and a half just playin speed bass, as i like to call it. Haha. Whatever though. Its fun. Ive gotten so much better in the last week. I just wanna play in a band again. I like guitar, and jolly rodgers, but i kinda wanna go back to johnny republic, and apparantly they have a new guitarist and adam is playing drums. I quit cuz adam sucked at guitar, and i didnt like having to write music for him. But hes actually good at drums. And matt dunn SUCKS at bass, and hopefully adam will let me come back. Haha. But Jolly Rodgers will be my top priority of course. Hopefully thisll work. Yea...well.......i pretty much love you if youre reading this, so consider yourself a special person. :-* |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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wow dude. my band Jolly Rodgers, had a show tonight. Well, its not really MY band, but yea, whatever. IT WAS SO FUN! Although we messed up alot, but who cares. We covered it pretty well i think. And the improv song was SWEET. I think the crowd kinda liked us. Thats always reassuring for a first show. The worst thing happened though....i had my guitar restrung before the show...and when we cut the ends or whatever, i guess we cut it too short, so it kept popping loose and going out of tune, but luckily a kid from another band let me borrow his guitar. Im so thankful for that. Its all good. I cant wait till the next show. We have like two months to prepare...which is about how long weve even been together as of now. Its sweet. Yea, weve been kinda holdin back on new songs cuz of this show that we had to get prepared for. So now that we have a while, im sure we are going to finish like the 843092843092 songs that are half written. Its gonna be awesome. When we started, we werent like really that good, but weve all improved quite a bit. Its good. I like this so much more than Johnny Republic. Like, even though we all messed up at points, it was the most fun show ive played since.....hahahhahaha, Better Left Said. Woot. Yea.
Joe, the singer, couldnt make it, so we had Ashley fill in. At first i was kinda skeptical about it all, and the drama between me and her didnt really help too much, but she came through, and did a good job. And im glad. Earlier i was thinking, "oh gee, i dont think id want to be in a band with her" but like after playing a show with her, i really would like it. And on the way home with John and Joe Laumer, and another kid that i dont know, Bandits of the Acoustic Revolution was playing, and i said "Id really like to be in a band like this, with all the different instruments" and John said he wanted something like that too, and he wanted to have Ashley play with us. And i think that would be a really sweet thing to do. It would just be so cool. And Ashley is really good at violin, whether shell admit it or not. Hah. Yea. Shes a good person, and a damn good musician. I just wish all this crap would end between us and we can just be the good friends we should be. Hahaahaha. Yea...well, i can always try.
Im out.
Check out our next show, January 31st with The Toasters :). Itll be sweet. I know its not for a while, but yea...whatev. C ya. |
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| dude |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|06:56 am] |
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i freaking love you :) |
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| uh yea... |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|10:25 pm] |
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Im sweet. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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can we please stop this...its getting us nowhere. |
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| um yea..... |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
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jsut forget everything ive ever said, it never really mattered to you anyway. |
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| fdafda |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|09:59 pm] |
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Oh my god. I feel so crappy right now. I cant do a damn thing about ANYTHING! I dont know what the heck im doing, and i dont know what im feeling, and why. This is all just so gay. I can only sit there and watch as people just end up screwing themselves over. Im never wanted anywhere any more. Im just a kid thats kinda there. I want to just dissappear and never be bothered with anything again. I dont care to know what the hell people are up to. Just let them fuck themselves over on their own time. I cant do a thing to help you, so just stay away. All that happens is i get angry, and just want to go away. I make myself feel so worthless.
I wish i could find someone to love in the way that my parents love each other. I know these days, people like to split up at the sight of an argument. Its so stupid. Every relationship ive had with a girl, or even some friendships with people, have ended over stupid arguments. I think the only person im still friends with even after all the arguing is Hannah. And Tony if you want to count that, even though we argue over stupid things, then laugh at it like two seconds later, hah. But seriously, every girl ive gone out with has dumped me because of an argument or something, i dont know. But people cant take any kind of tension. The way im saying it makes it seem like i can...buti definately cant. I like to run away from my problems...but not run away from the person. I think thats whats different between me and the mentality of others. They just think "hey, if we dont get along every second of the time were together, its just not worth it" and thats not how it should be. No matter what, no matter who you are, there are going to be some rough times, but heres the good thing, once you get through, you are always closer to each other. And its just so stupid to just up and leave. Of course, sometimes its brought up because a change in feelings. That can reuslt in some anger or fighting or whatever. It just sucks. I really wish i didnt have to feel. Id give up happiness to be able to give up pain, anger, regret, and sorrow. No, maybe i wouldnt. I dont know. I would like to just give up everything but happiness.
I never make sense in my anger. I guess i dont really make sense ever. It seems people always misinterpret my actions, or my words. Things always get messed up because of me. I hate being the one at fault ALL THE TIME. Its not the best feeling you know.
I want my happiness back. Goodnight. |
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| yea.... |
[Nov. 26th, 2005|10:06 am] |
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Well, thanksgiving was....boring i suppose. I got to eat a lot of good food though. Then later ryan came over, and we played poker with my family. I came in second and got my money back, and ryan randomly won, and got 18 dollars. Haha. It was sweet. Yesterday went to shawns with Ryan and Adeline, then went to the mall to meet up with some people, then went back to shawns and chilled for a while. It was cool. Then i came home and sat around and went to sleep.....yea, i dont care about anything anymore. Im a hipocrite in a lot of ways. Its gay. Oh well though. I HATE THIS.
Im randomly going out to breakfast with my dad and his dad.....should be interesting. Bye. :). |
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